If only..

I love you,
But sometimes you got me so blue.
To turn away from something great,
Only for it to turn to hate.

For the dreams I had,
How could this turn so bad?
For the mean things I say,
I wish I didn't have to pay.

Wishing that you could be here,
For you to whisper in my ear.
Telling me how much I mean to you,
Telling me we're stuck like glue.

But now I just sit and stare,
Wondering if you're ever going to be there.
I wish I could tell you how I feel,
Soon to let my heart to heal.